Uncertainty

The word uncertainty scares the hell out of me. I love to know what happens at every step of the way. I want to be  in control of what I do . And not knowing that scares me to death. I have never been like this until very recently.  I run out of breath, anxiety gets the better of me. Not knowing every step of the way is scary and that's the beauty of it. But embracing that beauty is quite brutal to be honest. It makes us open to opportunities and challenges that will help us grow and move forward. I'm trying my very best to enjoy and bask in it. I'm trying to let go of the hold that I have of everything. What happens, happens .