ontherocks

When I was in school, I used to wonder why no one ever fell in love with me. Almost everyone had a crush on one or the other and I was kind of the one who others never fell in love with. I always used to wonder why this happened. Was I not attractive enough(shit, I cannot even believe I thought this), didn't anybody really wanted to know me?Why wasn't I loved by anyone? Why didn't anybody wanted to have a crush on me ? :( (plight of a girl who was just growing up). Maybe many of you had thoughts like that in your mind,when you were growing up.( don't tell me I am the only, I'm trying to be real and raw here). Many years  have passed since then and my ideas and ideals have changed. I have seen many jumping at the sight of somebody telling them they had a crush on them, not really knowing the person.  I think it was a privilege to be loved by someone or that it was validation that you have reached somewhere( even though I don't know where). If I could tell myself...

I am completely clueless of what I should do.  You don't have to worry about that now. What you should do instead is to work hard, harder that ever before (not that you should​ forget about everything ). We all have dreams that makes us want to get out of our bed ( well not always but certainly most days). Work on them, you are certain that you want to achieve and live all your dreams. All we have is today, now and we all are capable of thinking what we should do to be a bit closer to our dreams. All the things and thoughts that we are putting up today makes up our future. So think positive thoughts and imagine your future taking place.  So don't worry if you haven't figured out anything, yet. You will in time and travel down the path you are meant to travel. Hope you all had a wonderful day.