ontherocks

Live a life and tell no one, let them wonder or not wonder about what you are up to, without giving out a clue of what you are doing  Hate is such a big soul/life sucking emotion/burden that you do not have to carry around. You might not ever be in everyone's good books and that's alright. It's not your job to make everyone love you or tell them how to love you. Everyone is different. All you can do is to love them how you can and its ok if you cannot love everyone either. Just don't carry that weight around. Its really ok to go with the flow, to really not know where you are headed, where the next turn might take you, as long as you just keep flowing(floating or just keep swimming :) ). It's really ok to not know it all. Just have faith in yourself and in the one above. For a while let things happen the way they are meant to. You don't exactly need to control every situation. It's ok to just sit and let the world pass by while listening to music. Be

Everyone, since they were born, is taught to respect their elders. I understand that very clearly and sometimes I feel that some don't even deserve that. Ever since I was a kid, I was told one thing and one thing only "that  I am fat, that I need to be slim" and so I grew up hating my body. I believed that I was fat( something that is not good at all)and to be able to love others or to be able to receive it back, I had to be slim. A kid who was probably ten years old didn't have to hear that at all. So, I wore clothes that were too baggy so that no one had to see me. And very recently I started to love my body. I loved the way that it was. It was to serve the purpose to contain my soul and I in return was to love the body that I was blessed with. I did, I grew my confidence a bit, but only to be stolen from me. I know no one could do that but constantly hearing the very words that I hate the most don't do very well either. I visited my relatives home and since I