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Me and my sister were watching Alice through the the looking glass earlier today and we found ourselves asking each other many questions. Among all those question was a special one. We asked each other the following question "If God gave you 3 choices, what would you choose?  And the choices are  Skip 15 years and have yourself win a jackpot Travel back in time to which you were just a baby Remain the same and travel through Time as it is meant to be To each of our surprise, we both chose the third one. Time cannot be altered, it cannot be stretched. Time and the events that took place cannot be changed. Me , you and everyone else have been through hardships that has affected us in a massive way. These hardships or the hard times made us who we are today, made us realise what choices we made were wrong and gave us answer to overcome them. In my life, I went through a pretty rough time. I really did come to realise who my friends really were and I found myself to b...

I am completely clueless of what I should do.  You don't have to worry about that now. What you should do instead is to work hard, harder that ever before (not that you should​ forget about everything ). We all have dreams that makes us want to get out of our bed ( well not always but certainly most days). Work on them, you are certain that you want to achieve and live all your dreams. All we have is today, now and we all are capable of thinking what we should do to be a bit closer to our dreams. All the things and thoughts that we are putting up today makes up our future. So think positive thoughts and imagine your future taking place.  So don't worry if you haven't figured out anything, yet. You will in time and travel down the path you are meant to travel. Hope you all had a wonderful day.

When real emotions are in play, you don't look attractive or perfect. I'm not a fan of taking pictures of myself or posing for them. Anyone who have actually looked through my camera roll would say that they could not find pictures of me that much. It's a rare occasion when I actually decide to take pictures of myself and sometimes it's good and other times , well not soo good. I have recently kind of celebrated my pre-birthday with all my family and needless to say the pictures took were not at all attractive ( I'm not saying that all pictures that you take should be attractive, it doesn't matter, beauty is what's​ inside, how human we are and that's all that counts). What I meant is that when your emotions or feelings are very raw, they might not be as perfect as the picture perfect fake smiles that we let ourselves have when we take pictures.  When everything is real, it's different, it's not perfect or picture perfect. It's something els...

I love what I do and I'm not doing it to be famous or anything. If God and universe thinks that this is what it's meant to be, then so be it.  I'm truly grateful for being able to write and put it up so others could read and maybe relate to it. Often at times , I look back at things and be proud and happy for all the things that have happened and paved me to be who I am now, at this moment. And sometimes I don't relate to what I wrote sometimes and I feel like just quitting writing for the time being and just take some time off because I don't feel like the person who wrote it then and the person now is the same. And I think that's okay to feel that way. I'm growing each and everyday​ and my point of view on things are going to shift and change and that's growth. You need to move and not feel stuck. You are never the person who you were yesterday or day before yesterday or  months and years back. What I'm meaning  is ,if you know who you are deep do...